life is cray.

j: i cant believe im turning 20 holy shit
j: im so old
j: i still feel like im 12 on the inside
j: gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
j: im so sad
j: i hate birthdays
j: every since like my last birthday lol
j: 20 is like life is starting NOW
j: like i need to get on top of my shit
j: i need to start making things happen !! you know
j: grow up 
j: ah fml
j: no more childishnesss 
j: alkdsjfalsdkjfladsf i have to get married soon
j: oh my gosh stephanaaaaaay
j: THIS IS LIKE
j: TOO MUCH TO DO
j: i really hope i dont turn out to be a big fail
j: fuckk
j: booo
j: im glad you’re my friend tho <3
j: lets stay friends forever so we can help each other out with shit like this (: 

quarter-life crisis.

no matter how old you are, i will always love you jenny young <3.

It is strange to think I haven’t seen you since a month. I have seen the new moon, but not you. I have seen sunrises and sunsets but nothing of your beautiful face. The pieces of my broken heart are so small they could be passed through the eye of a needle. I miss you like the sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to. Hope guides me. Its what gets me through the day and especially the night. The hope that after you are gone from my sight it will not be the last time I look upon you. With all the love that I possess, I remain yours.

-A Knight’s Tale

Let me tell you something, you little douchebags. You may have a lot of things, but heart is definitely not one of them. Grow up, find some moral fiber, and get your heads out of your asses.